February has been a rewarding month filled with deep gratitude and amazement. As I continue preparing for the World Race and look ahead to all that the Lord has for this next season, I keep coming back to the same overwhelming truth that God is our faithful Provider, not only in the big, visible ways like finances and opportunities, but in the daily sustaining of our hearts.

2 Corinthians 9:8 and Philippians 4:19 keep coming to my mind lately:

“And God is able to bless you abundantly, so that in all things at all times, having all that you need, you will abound in every good work.”

“And my God will meet all your needs according to the riches of his glory in Christ Jesus.”

I have read these verses many times before, but this month they have felt especially personal. They have reminded me that provision is not uncertain and flows straight from the very character of God. He is not scrambling to take care of His children because He reigns with perfect control and gives exactly what is needed, exactly when it is needed.

Financially, I have seen His hand so clearly. The generosity from everyone, but specifically the people within my church congregation, has been incredibly humbling. Gifts have been pouring in, each time surprising me with great gratitude. Encouragement has been building my confidence in the Lord. It has been such a tangible picture of how God uses His people to accomplish His purposes. I want to say from the bottom of my heart: thank you! Your generosity is not just funding a trip; it is an act of obedience and partnership in the Gospel. I do not take it lightly, and each prayer, gift, and piece of encouragement is so meaningful!

Beyond finances, I have also seen God guarding my heart. As exciting as this season is, there are moments when doubts try to creep in. Questions about adequacy, timing, and all the “what ifs" try to fill my mind. The enemy would love to plant seeds of fear or uncertainty. But over and over again, the Lord has been so faithful to steady my heart. When doubts whisper, His Spirit and Word speak louder. When fear tries to rise, His peace meets me there.

He has reminded me that this calling did not originate with me; it began with Him. And if He called me to it, He will carry me through it. His provision has not only been financial; it has been spiritual and emotional. He continues to reconfirm this calling on my heart time and time again through Scripture, through prayer, and through the faithful support of His people. Each gift and each encouraging word feels like Him saying, “I am in this. Keep walking.”

One of the sweetest moments of this fundraising journey was getting to speak at my church. Standing there, I was so aware that any confidence or clarity I had would have to come from the Holy Spirit. By myself, I would have been nervous and unsure. But the Lord was so kind. He gave me peace as I shared, and I truly felt carried through every word. Afterward, the support and encouragement I received were overwhelming in the best way. Conversations, offers for prayers, and affirmations reminded me that I am being sent out by a church family that believes in what God is doing.

More than anything, February has reminded me of God’s great mercy. He is such a wonderful God to provide for sinners like us, not because we have earned it, but because He is rich in love. Every answered prayer, every provision, every guarded thought is evidence of His kindness. He does not grow tired of caring for His children. He does not forget our needs. He provides for every moment of every day.

As I continue moving forward in preparation, I do so with a grateful heart. Thank you to everyone who has given, prayed, and encouraged me. You are part of this story. You are part of what God is doing. And I am continually in awe that He would allow me, and all of us, to participate in His work.